stress related vomiting

eeeewww!!!

anyway, i didnt vomit, but i feel like it. its like i wanted to vomit frustration out of my whole system. i wasted hours just looking at my sources and it feels like i didnt process it the way i should, and when i get the streak of hope and idea, thats when things go awry. it feels like shit!!!

deadlines suck! school papers suck! i have a week more for the paper, but with all the things that i have to do, i just want things to go the way i want it to be. (like do all these things and then have time to also watch a movie)

oh mother of heavens! bring me the light of knowledge!!!