me and MS Word: not a good match

this whole semester, or so far this semester, i found myself having an anxious and scary relationship with my MS Word. what? every time i look at that blank new page, i freak out. its like, "is this the page i have to fill?" i feel scared. i feel like i cannot put anything on it. i feel like i cannot type. i feel like whatever i was thinking of earlier dissolves into thin air when i see that clear new page from MS Word. what is this all about? i blog too much i guess. that is why i have this other blog site on blogger where i type my thoughts and then transfer it to MS Word when im done or when i need to edit it. but i think i cannot keep on doing that. i dunno why this is happening. i can write more even on paper than straight to Word. hoh well!