impatient

i feel tired of waiting for you
i feel tired that i have to hold on
when i am not really sure
what i should be holding on to

i cry, no one knows it
i try to smile, but i cant show it
i try to be strong, i cant help it
i end up weak, end being torn up

i say i want to let go
i try to do the best i could
i tell myself i have to move on
from now on, i should let go

***but i miss you!!!***