anesthetics

do you feel the hurt?
do you feel the pain?
do you feel the same way I do
when you turned and walked away?

do i feel the hurt?
do i feel the pain?
do i feel the pleasure of winning
beyond the sorrow and mundane?

when i start to walk my way
i start to scream ive done it
when there's nothing more to feel
just the addiction not to feel

i cant feel the pleasure
i cant feel the pain
i cant feel anything
im drugged from my mistakes